I'll Still Love You Tomorrow Chapter 50: I Don't Want To Hurt Her

“I’m going to turn you straight!”

“……”

Sheng Xian shook his head, rolled up the window and sped off.

Lu Jingyan glared at the increasingly distant car, her slightly brightened mood turning foul again.

Just then, Auntie Sun saw her standing at the doors, and hurriedly pulled open the window, “Miss Lu, why aren’t you coming in?”

When she heard Auntie Sun’s voice, Lu Jingyan took a deep breath to calm herself before entering the house.

She changed her shoes in the living room and headed upstairs, looking calm and at ease.

Once she entered her room and shut her door, lu Jingyan tossed her bag onto the bed and called Song Xian, “He likes guys? That’s fine. Dealing with guys is my forte, I’m going to ruin all the men he likes. I’m going to f*cking deal with all the men in the world so he has no one to chase…”

As she continued on, Lu Jingyan realized something was amiss.

If Sheng Xian likes guys, why did he use her birthday as his mobile hotspot password?

He has known her since young and had kept her in his memory.

Lu Jingyan blinked, an incredulous story formed in her mind – Sheng Xian must have had a crush on her for many years, but due to the drastic difference in their background, he didn’t have the courage to approach her. Even then, he couldn’t forget her, which caused him to lose interest in girls, turning to guys.

“Ah.” She exclaimed slowly, “Seems like he isn’t that gay after all.”

Song Xian asked, “What do you mean?”

Since her neglect caused him to become gay, she had a duty to turn him straight.

She was such a kind girl.

Lu Jingyan quickly ended the call with Song Xian and went off in search of a solution.

…

After sending Lu Jingyan home, Sheng Xian drove to a private mental hospital.

He seemed very familiar with the place, not requiring navigation at all. Once he reached, he parked his car and went straight to the inpatient ward.

After passing through the entrance, he was stopped by a nurse for registration, “Hi Sir, may I know who you are visiting?”

Sheng Xian stood in front of the table, bent down and wrote his particulars.

He placed the pen down and glanced up at the nurse, “Jian Mo.”

The nurse checked the details, “Miss Jian is on the third floor, do you need me to bring you there?”

Sheng Xian, “It’s alright, thank you.”

The nurse pointed to the right, “You can take the lift over there.”

Sheng Xian nodded and walked over.

After leaving the lift, he followed the corridor towards the end. Through the glass window on the door, he saw the woman sitting inside.

The woman is extremely thin, with dry hair and sagging skin, it seemed like she had been malnourished for a long time.

There was a nurse seated opposite her feeding her, after coaxing for a while, she finally took a bite. Sometimes, after taking a few bites, she would spit it out.

Sheng Xian stood at the door for a while before entering the ward.

The nurse recognized him, “Prof Sheng, you’re here.”

Sheng Xian nodded and walked over. He knew Jian Mo wouldn’t recognize him but he still greeted her, “Sis.”

Jian Mo looked up and flashed him a silly grin, “Uncle.”

Sheng Xian bit down on his lips and reached his hands towards the nurse, “I’ll feed her.”

Jian Mo clapped her hands, “Yay! Uncle feed me, feed me.”

Sheng Xian pulled out a napkin and wiped the grease on the corner of her lips, he sat in front of her and started to feed her patiently.

Jian Mo ate very little but feeding her took a very long time, it was about forty minutes by the time she was done.

Once she was done, the nurse cleared the lunch tray and Sheng Xian told her a story. After half an hour, Jian Mo fell asleep.

Sheng Xian tugged her in, walking out of the ward very quietly.

Jian Mo’s nurse stood up when she saw Sheng Xian, “Prof Sheng, is Miss Jian asleep?”

“Mmh. How has he been?” He asked.

“Miss Jian’s condition has been relatively stable but her IQ is still that of a three-year-old.

Sheng Xian remained silent but he didn’t leave.

Just as the nurse was going to say something, Sheng Xian glanced up, “Is the hospital director around?”

“He’s around, the director is in his office.” The nurse asked, “Do you need me to call him?”

“It’s alright, I’ll go over.”

The director’s office is on the first floor but the moment he walked out of the lift, he was stopped by Zhuang Chen, “Here.”

Sheng Xian turned and saw Zhuang Chen at the nurse station chatting animatedly with a group of young nurses.

Sheng Xian didn’t go over.

Zhuang Chen waved at the nurses and straightened, heading over to him, “You’re here to see Jian Mo?”

“Mmh.” He replied, heading towards the director’s office.

Once he reached the office, Zhuang Chen poured him a glass of water.

Sheng Xian placed it on a table in the corner and turned to look at Zhuang Chen, “I need to talk to you.”

Zhuang Chen was pouring himself a glass and hadn’t thought much of his sentence, “What’s up?”

Sheng Xian fell silent for a few seconds, waiting for Zhuan Chen to sit back down before he spoke, “I want to try the treatment plan you proposed previously.”

Zhuang Chen’s hand shook and he almost spilled his glass. He quickly placed his cup down and looked at him in disbelief, “Are you referring to your treatment plan?”

“Yes.” Sheng Xian replied calmly.

“No, wait a minute, I can’t digest this information.” Zhuang Chen pinched his thighs, the instant pain made him suck in a deep breath. “F*ck, I’m not dreaming. But first, can you tell me the reason you are willing to try it out? When I sought you out many years ago, you weren’t agreeable at all.”

Sheng Xian swept him a gaze and replied coldly, “How much?”

“I don’t want money, tell me the reason and I will try my best to help you but if you don’t tell me the reason, I wouldn’t treat you, you can find someone else.”

Sheng Xian looked at him for two seconds, and stood up, “Alright, goodbye.”

Zhuang Chen blinked and watched as Sheng Xian walked towards the door. He cursed again and the next second, he pounced over and grabbed onto Sheng Xian’s shirt, “Tell me, I beg you, tell me, I wouldn’t accept your money, I wouldn’t even charge for Jian Mo’s treatment.”

Sheng Xian, “…”

“We have known each other for such a long time, and I have been helping with everything, I tell you everything and have never kept any secrets. Why can’t you just tell me just one secret?”

Sheng Xian, “…”

“……”

Before he could say another word, Sheng Xian replied faintly, “I don’t want to hurt her.”

Zhuang Chen didn’t understand, “What?”

“I recently met a girl from a while back.” Sheng Xian turned and looked at Zhuang Chen, talking slowly, “I’m afraid of hurting her.”