My Iyashikei Game Chapter 369: A Talk

No matter how good one’s acting was, there was someone whom he could never fool and that was himself. After one got used to play-acting at happiness, the optimism would become like a set of clothes, only by putting it on that one would have the courage to leave the house. The young man was surprised by what Han Fei said, it resonated deeply with him.

As a rather famous comedy actor, he had to act happy always before the public but no one knew that while he had managed to make everyone laugh, he was unable to make himself smile. “Have you seen the messages inside my phone?”

Han Fei knew what the man was talking about so he nodded. Noting the admittance by Han Fei, the young man sighed in relief. It was as if he could finally shed the disguise. It was getting too tiring for him too. “A comedy actor who brings the world happiness thinks about ending himself every night, it is quite ironic.”

The young man looked at the few medicine bottles that were left on the coffee table. He didn’t want to hide anything before Han Fei anymore. It was a strange feeling. It felt as if this stranger had a similar experience as he did and they were kindred spirits.

Neither of the men said anything until the dirge sounded outside the room. The chilly wind blew into the room through the half open window. The young man shivered but he didn’t move to close the window. Instead he looked out at the night sky as if the boy was there winking at him.

“I have a question, I hope you don’t mind me asking.” Han Fei looked at the comedy actor who was way too similar to him.

“Go on.”

“You have already gained everything you ever dreamt of and fulfilled all of your dreams so why can’t you smile?” Han Fei was really curious. The comedy actor in Room 4064 was like another version of himself, the version who had not encountered Perfect Life and had succeeded in life based on hard work.

“I lost my smile when I was young so I believe smiles are the most important thing in the world. It was why I wanted to make the world smile, seeing their smiling faces, per

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